About a year ago, I took quite an emotional hit at work and had to quit and move back home with my parents. At age 25, I was feeling like a failure and felt hopeless that I would ever be able to live the life I wanted to have. This situation led to three months of me being home sleeping away the majority of the day. I was moving no more than 5 feet from my bed and crying at the drop of the hat over everything and everyone. My mind never seemed to slow down with constant thoughts of "what will people think" or "does everyone hate me?" I felt like I was going crazy!

Then last November, I switched to SOAHAC as my healthcare provider and was diagnosed with mild depression and a moderate level of anxiety. With this new diagnosis, I began seeing a mental health worker and then, the pills started which helped my racing mind slow down. Although I was able to regain some light to my life, I hit a point where I questioned, "Is this all that I have to look forward to in my life? Just being content with what’s happening and how I’m living?"

Then, something amazing happened! My worker who had been suggesting that I go to Quantum healing mentioned this again and this time I said, "Yes" while thinking, "What could it hurt?" In mid-January of 2014, my first Quantum Energy Integration workshop happened at SOAHAC and I was one of a couple of people who were taking their first level one program. By the end of the 3 days, it was like someone had switched a light on! My mind became clearer! I realized I wanted more and it just so happened that a Level 2 program was happening only two weeks after my level 1. I signed up and boy, another big change happened! I realized that everything in life was possible and I was even more clear than I had ever been in my life! Again, I wanted even more! So, I was able to get on the list for an upcoming session at Oneida and there, I got clear on a lot of things for myself! I was able to let go of my need for validation and truly be open to the life that I wanted and knew I deserved. I BECAME AWAKE and READY! In declaring this, this is when things in my life truly took a turn! Up until this point, I was still lost on the job front. Not wanting to give myself away again to a job, I kept saying no to offers, then out of no where an old contact told me that she had so much work that she didn’t have time to do her own job. I took what she said as a sign so I emailed her and asked her to consider hiring me as her assistant to help take that load off of her. Using the quantum model and realizing, "I want this and I’m taking it! And if she says no, then that’s okay too, but I’m asking for what I want!" Then, the most amazing thing happened, she said yes! To make a long story short, I just finished writing out my own job description and that task helped me to answer another question that I had about myself. I found out that, "I am pretty talented and smart you guys!" Now I am able to work at a job where I can set my own hours at a pay I’ve always wanted!

In total, I’ve done 5 quantum workshops since January spanning levels 1 & 2 and all I can say is that I AM NOW AWAKE! I can get my own answers to the questions that I ask as long as I’m willing to see AND to stay out of my intellect/ego by NOT trying to figure things out! My answers just show up! And I have even better news! As of two weeks ago, I’ve been off my anti-anxiety medication and I’ve been doing just fine! I feel the feelings and various energies in my body and just breathe through them. I’ve even been passing along the quantum model to my mom to help her get clear as well! It’s great to have someone in the house who knows what I’m talking about! Even though staying in the body is not always easy because my ego tries to get in there whenever I take an energy hit to the body, I’ve learned that I can catch it and quiet the ego down and heal myself.

I am SO GRATEFUL for this model of wellness as it’s saved my life and brought me back to my authentic self for the first time! This program has also blessed me with a friend in Diane.

Janet Antone, Oneida of the Thames First Nation, April 16, 2014

The following is a comment made by one of the participants after she took part in the quantum energy integration program entitled, Ka’nikonhriyohtshera: Fostering Emergence of the Good Mind. She even gave me permission to post a photo of her artistic creation!

Just wanted to share one of the paintings that have come about since I was in the workshop…my creative block is gone!

Thank you for your registration! The Quantum Energy Integration program for Feb. 14-16, 2014 at the SOAHAC Chippewa Site is now FULL!

Please remember to bring a small blanket, pillow and yoga mat for the meditation work; your snacks and water bottle; a small potluck dish item to share for lunch; and a craft of your own (if you wish) to work on. Some art and craft materials are supplied.

Registration changes are to be made through Doug George, Manager, Traditional Healing at dgeorge

We look forward to greeting you this Friday! Happy Valentine’s Day to All! Remember to choose and to LOVE yourSELF!

This story was sent to me by a Quantum Energy Integration program participant on January 15, 2014. This lady had an amazing insight and I have been given permission to share it.

I went to a workshop where the female speaker was identified as being an adult with Aspergers. At the beginning of her talk, I immediately became anxious and started to experience a vibration like nails on a chalkboard! I was surprised by my reaction as everyone else in the room apparently loved her and they were laughing and obviously thought she was great! But in staying with the truth of my experience, I could have run for the door! So, I went into my usual deep breathing and I stayed with the sensations in my body and waited to see what could come about for me.

Having purchased the meditation CD’s from WEL-Systems, I remember engaging in the Being of Light meditation on the day before I attended the Autism/Aspergers workshop and noticed a ball of energy that went down the right side of my back. I decided to stay with it and to keep breathing and to trust my body to process whatever was happening in my body.

Now, the pain that I was experiencing in response to the Aspergers speaker started to increase in my upper back. It felt like a ping pong ball of energy was happening inside of me. Finally, I got up and walked to the back of the room as this experience has never happened to me before (or at least I was aware if it had happened before). After about 15 minutes, I went back to my seat.

The feeling continued and it was like a boing, boing, boing inside of me and so I started doodling spirals all over my paper and this helped me to get to the end of the session. I left and went home and the pain continued in my back. The boing energy continued on and when I read your comments to me, Diane, small flashes or sparks like fireworks started all over my back and I could feel the energy coming out through my hands. I shared your response to my text out loud with my husband and I immediately thought of a small boy that I knew who was diagnosed with autism. Then this insight came to me!

I totally get this young boy! I am totally in tune with him! His father tried to explain that he was different and started to tell me about his autism, but I said, "No, I am totally fine with how he is. There’s no need to explain."

As I remembered this encounter, I had a few tears and as the energy cleared out, I knew it wasn’t a sadness that I felt but a happiness because I knew the boy was free and I could connect with his energy. So then an image of the speaker from the workshop flashed before me and I could see us standing side by side with spirals of colour coming out from the top of our heads going up into the universe!

It was then that I realized that the people who are labelled as ADHD or ADD or Autistic or Aspergers are NOT abnormal. They are reflecting back to us, our need to be free-thinkers, free-feelers, the need to go with the flow and to live with no boundaries. It is the current rigid systems around us that are abnormal and over-controlling. So, both the young boy labelled as Autistic and the speaker diagnosed with Aspergers helped me to connect with my own inner truth and with my deep desire to be free!

Although this insight is only one piece of my burgeoning awareness of mySELF, I am happy to know that my huge energy, my huge being need not be contained! And on that note, I had a good sleep!

Thanks so much for sharing your experience with us! And as you all know, the emerging authentic self is just that….continually emerging….so enjoy the journey!

Doug George, Manager for Traditional Healing has indicated that there are seats still available for the level 2 – 3 day program for Quantum Energy Integration that will take place at SOAHAC On Feb. 14-16, 2014. If you are interested, please contact Doug George by email at dgeorge@soahac.on.ca.

We thank all those who have registered for the Level 1 – 3 day program that will take place at SOAHAC this coming weekend. We look forward to meeting you on Friday! This program is now full. We shall start at 10am in main training room.

Travel safe and see you soon!